Do I have my life together? Absolutely not.
Am I ready for adult life? Absolutely not.
Am I taking care of my responsibilities and handling them like a mature, young adult? Absolutely not.
Am I gonna do anything about it? ...Absolutely not.
Am I freaking out about it? Absolutely!
I am sincerely jealous of people who have their lives together. But then again, life is a giant, wondrous thing. You can be in your 50's and still not know where to go with your life. I may not know what to do with life, but I think it'll be good when I get there. I am a ball of gelatinous volume and matter floating on this Earth until I die. Lovely.
On a completely different note, please don't ever give up on yourself. You have many years ahead of you and I know being happy is hard sometimes, but there are rad moments in life that you wanna live to see. Okay? I love all of you. I want you to have a nice day and life.
~I desperately need more than one lifetime to actually live.~